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I'm tired. Just very tired. - Fourth Dimension
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3/24/13 03:52 am
I'm tired. Just very tired.

I woke about an hour ago. I'm not sure why. But now I'm uncomfortable and I can't get my brain to just shut up! I have a few words to Piano Man stuck in my head, but I don't know enough of the song to get past that one phrase so it just keeps repeating. I keep wandering mentally down scenes and scenarios that have very little to do with reality, but are causing me to get upset anyway. I'm just frustrated to the point of tears and I hate myself even worse when I get like this.
I wish I had something big to look forward to tomorrow. Er... today. Brian tells me I should go on an adventure, but I can't think of anything I want to do like that all by myself. I really need to stop depending so much on other people.
I don't know... I felt like I had a lot more to say, but I guess I really don't.


Dakota's not doing so well. He seems to be having a bout of homelessness. I wish he didn't live so far away that I can't do anything, but I don't know what I can do when he's still in Texas. =\

I had another good evening with Melanie this week. She was having a contest with some of her coworkers this weekend to see who could come up with the most ostentatious jewelry look and still manage to go out with the others. So we went to about five or six different jewelry stores and departments to try to find a look for her. I'll be the first to admit that I have very little skill in fashion (yes, despite the common stereotype), but it was still fun giving my opinion and carrying stuff and just hanging out in general. She says that next week we'll have to go to some of "my stores" to make up for it. In my case I suppose that would be a bookstore or something. Although, now that I think about it, I do still need to go to H&H or somewhere to pick up a new music stand for the church.
I got a text from Mom today; apparently Mamaw is in the hospital with pneumonia. They've got her on antibiotics, but she'll probably be there until Monday. Between that and Papaw's advanced Parkinson's, things are a little rough for them right now. =(

Justin is getting ready to graduate from his military training and will be joining the 101st Airborne soon. I'm happy for him; I know he's looked forward to this for a while now.

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Current Location: home
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Fairytale" ~Alexander Rybak

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sunnydaydreamer
sunnydaydreamer
Abby
2013-03-28 03:38 am (UTC)

I'm great at adventures! When I'm back in town, let's have one and get you out of Pburg!

I'll be praying for your grandparents.


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